Wednesday, June 29, 2016
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Tuesday, March 18, 2014
It's been almost a year!
Didya miss me? Huh? Didya?
Did ya'll even notice? Nah. Probably not. I won't apologize for my absence because the fact is - I went out and got a life. Not much time for bloggin'. But I miss it so I need to make time!
But what I wanted to tell ya'll - is that Shamelia has started a revolution...
I now have 3 horses total. Long story... But the important thing that I want to share is that I'm happier than I have ever been. I still have some major things going on but the one thing I've missed for 15 years, the only thing I've ever truly had a passion for - Arabian Horses - are back in my life & that's monumental. I hope I never have to live passionless again...
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Friday, July 19, 2013
I'd like to introduce you all to the newest member of my family, Shamelia. She's my new purebred Arabian mare. For those of you who have known me for a while, you already know how much I love horses and how the first part of my life was dedicated to them. Well, I'm back. And Shamelia is my new pride and joy!
So without further ado, meet Shamelia....
Shamelia is by S-Shah Bask, out of NV Araddinn.
Her pedigree reads like a Who's Who of Arabian horses!
Shamelia's full sister Shahamia (pictured below) is a Canadian Reserve National Champion Mare.
Greatness runs in the family, below is a picture and video of Shamelia's "nephew", Shahamia's son Exclusive Psy.
Saturday, May 11, 2013
I fought it... I didn't want to be on medication for the rest of my life. But what a difference being back on anti-depressants has made for me. I look back at some of the things I did and thought while I was off of them and damn... I made bad choices. I did - and especially thought - some things that are completely out of character for me.
I'm happy to report that I am finally out of that depression hole I was in. My life isn't perfect - of course - but it doesn't feel completely hopeless anymore either. The sense of desperation that was haunting me over the state of my life is almost gone, and fading by the day. I no longer feel the urge to do something drastic in an attempt to change my life, like moving to another state. Again. The anxiety I felt about not being where I wanted to be at this point in my life is gone too - and I am able to recognize that I am doing things that will get me where I want to go. It just isn't going to happen overnight. I am fully capable of accomplishing all I want in this life - and I will.
Now it's time to get back to being Me. Strong minded, goal-oriented, always-goes-after-and-gets-what-she-wants Me. I am not depression, I am not anxiety. Those are things I have to deal with, but they don't define Me. I define Me - and I'm wonderful.